Have you ever met someone and just something about them made you think, "I want to be with someone like that"? Well, I just found out that that guy has been thinking the same thing about me. It's a little bit of a hard situation because when we met, he lived here in town and now he is working in another state due to lack of jobs here. He grew up here, has family here, and owns land here... but his plan is to work until he can pay off his land and build a house on it. So, going into this, I see the potential but I also see the obstacles in the way. At this point, I know that he's interested and I know that I am, but in this time before we actually start talking to get to know each other, I'm nervous and a little scared that this could change things a lot. I'm not sure how ready I am to let go of hoping a certain ex will have a change of heart or how ready I am to let someone new in, knowing that it could likely have an ending.
Right now, I'll just keep reminding myself to focus on the joy of the giddy, butterflies feeling, but just take it a moment at a time.
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