You know how when you meet someone that you are physically/sexually attracted to and there is that chemistry that creates the lustful feeling that clouds your mind and gets your blood pumping to pretty much everywhere but your brain? Well, then you begin intimate interactions that make the cloudiness turn into a more primal lust until you experience orgasm which is pure bliss that clears your mind... That clarity is usually pretty black or white for me. It's like a sudden wake-up call to my brain to quickly analyze the situation, how I got there, and whether or not I'm happy with my actions. If I'm with someone I really like and trust, I feel energetic and giddy. But if my actions were a result of the cloudiness more so than my actually wanting to sleep with that person, then it's a sudden wave of guilt and "what the hell, Lisa?" is sounding through my skull.
That feeling alone is enough to keep me from making those bad decisions for the most part, but there are times that I feel pretty clear-minded when I choose to have sex (usually just for the physical pleasure) thinking that I can keep myself emotionally uninvolved.... that should've been my first clue: I thought I could have sex without emotional involvement. So, I guess I'm wondering if guys get this feeling, too?
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