So last night was the date that I had been waiting what seemed like forever for... and well, not even 5 minutes into it I realized that there was no chemistry... none. He was a perfect gentleman, sweet as can be. He was funny and did everything right, just not a good match for me, I guess. And this morning we are supposed to go out again and spend the day together, which means I have the tough job of telling him how I feel. This really sucks because I don't want to hurt him and I don't want to lead him on, but it just seems like I have to choose one and since leading him on would only end up hurting him more in the end, I have to tell him now.
If you are reading this and have been on the receiving end of the bad news, please know that it's not an excuse or a cop-out-nice-way-of-saying "I can do better". It's really just that I don't see potential beyond friendship, something is missing. I plan on writing later as a follow up.
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