Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

I heard that you’re settled down.

That you found a girl and you’re married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?

It ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,

But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.

I hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded,

That for me, it isn’t over.

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:

“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You’d know how the time flies.

Only yesterday was the time of our lives.

We were born and raised in a summery haze.

Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,

But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.

I hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded,

That for me, it isn’t over yet.

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:

“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”, yay.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.

Regret’s and mistakes they’re memories made.

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don’t forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:

“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don’t forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:

“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

"Someone Like You" - Adele

He's engaged. The ex is engaged. As in he proposed to her after not even 2 months of dating. 

As much as I see all the reasons why it probably won't actually happen, I cannot help but feel hurt, mad at him, and also mad at myself for letting it even hurt me as much as it is.... I had to deal with seeing him around town, then seeing him dating again, then hearing all about the dramatic fights they have.... and now this. I just want to find someone who cares about me in the way that I have cared sooo much and loved sooo much. Don't get me wrong, I am well aware that I am much better off not being in his or her shoes right now... I guess I just need to throw myself into science and my plans for the Fall.